Testimony – Rising up from the Pit of HELL

Jessie Marie Saupitty was born in Albuquerque New Mexico and raised in Everett, Washington state. Her story is one so many of us can relate to. Here’s her testimony in her own words.

My Testimony:

One year ago, I went through the most difficult time of my life. No job, kicked out of my house by someone I loved, marriage on the rocks, newborn child, totally frustrated.

I saw my life not going where I had planned or wanted. I was in the pit of hell. All this while, I kept wondering how did I let it get this far?

I realized it was due to all my bad decisions, not being willing to say “No”, because I felt I deserved better.

But instead, my self-worth was at an all-time low. There were days I would hold my children, my 5 year old son and my newborn, and just cry as they slept.

I prayed on my knees to God saying:
I know I’ve sinned horribly and this may be my punishment for all I’ve done, and I’m truly sorry. I haven’t lived a life for you because I didn’t know anything but now I do!

I want to hear your voice Lord, and truly seek you in everything I do. From waking up in the morning, to raising my children in your ways, Lord.

I’ve been lazy, selfish, lied, cheated and I don’t deserve your forgiveness but I truly need someone to show me the right way to live and that’s you (JESUS CHRIST)!

You can read the full prayer here: When I need someone to show the way

After that season of my life, boy did I prayed! I read my Bible day and night, and finally, got baptized in Jesus’ name. My world was coming apart but my soul was at peace with Jesus.

My Amazing life today

Fast forward a year to today and my life is amazing! My marriage has been restored and it’s where I had always prayed for it to be.

The trials I face now sometimes feel like they’ll sweep me under the wave and bash me against the rocks, but all the while I hold firmly on to Jesus Christ.

My faith is definitely being tested by God and not only Him but satan. I’ve battled with insecurity, feeling worthless, not amounting to much in life.

And I’ve realized that I have placed my views and thinking in this world, rather than on Christ.

My God has spoken to me and said “Turn back, child.” My own fears of being rejected by others has stopped me from turning back.

Now, more than ever I’ve gotten confirmation that I am not to be afraid of anything and to give up everything to follow Jesus Christ.

Follow Jesus!

Truly follow Him. I’ve strayed from the path but I want to come back and stay back. This is for those struggling with faith and worried that they may not be good enough to come back.

I’m right there with you and I know this is the first step to denying yourself for Jesus!

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17 thoughts on “Testimony – Rising up from the Pit of HELL”

    • Dear Lord i truly apologize for every sin every thougt every sin everything that is not of your word Lord i ask that you remove all malice and envy that i let come upon me and to this household i truly need to be more into your service than anything in this world i have a loving family loving wife siblings and parents who i miss very much lord i ask that you create in me a clean heart and renew my spirit for without you i am nothing.i pray that you will restore my soul give me the knowledge to be right in your site im goin to have the faith to believe this because its been to long. And i need you now more than ever you blessed me with a wonderful wife and i dont want to lose her. lord please fix me.

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  1. Dear Father God,
    I thank You Father,for teach me to follow Your word and Your will to do everything in my daily life.
    I surrender my life into Your hands.Amen.
    I truly seek You in everything I do.
    I will follow Your way,Lord Jesus,Amen.
    I pray that today,dear God,
    Please forgive all of my sins.Amen.
    I thank You Lord,for lead me into Your light and love.
    Grand me the knowledge and understanding of Your word.
    Thank You Lord Jesus,for bring peace in my life and help me find my way.
    In Jesus mighty name I pray.
    Amen and Amen.

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  2. Lord teach me show me pick me up
    Change my life I want to be more like you
    Help me find my way
    You made me strong, help me find my strength again. I will fly like the eagle and soar with obedience to you my Heavenly Father
    I claim this by the blood of Jesus
    Amen & Amen

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  3. I’m in the same fight against insecurities and low self-esteem thanks for your testimony be blessed always.

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  4. Glory be to God and Amen! Thank you so very much for the prayers I’ve received from Christiantt. The timing for each day has be on time for my journey. May God continue to bless and keep you and your family is my prayer.

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  5. Please pray for me…I am depressed and my life feels like a real mess because of poor choices. I am feeling so much guilt and shame, I feel worthless.

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  6. I praise You my dear Father in Heaven.I surrender my life to You.And I truly seek You in everything I do.
    Dear God,I ask that today.I am sorry,please forgive all of my sins.Amen.
    If I am wrong,right me.
    If I am lost,guide me.
    If I am start to give up,keep me going.
    Lead me in light and love.
    Thank you Lord,for grant me the knowledge and understanding of Your word,and bring peace in my life.
    We shall follow our Lord Jesus in our everyday life.
    In Jesus mighty name I pray.
    Amen and Amen..

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    • Dear Saint, no matter what you have done and you truly repent before your father He will forgive you, He says if your earthly father can give you good gifts what about your God who loves you more than anyone else can love you. He said ask and it shall be done unto you. Let His precious blood cleanse you of all your filthiness Ezekiel 36:25 may he pour out His spirit upon you to enable you to obey Him and to do His will. God bless you, and may He guide you into the path of righteousness for His Name sake. Amen

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  7. I need prayer for restoration of my relationship. I cheated once and he left a year later because he says he can trust me. But I’ve never repeated the act. Please pray for me and my relationship

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  8. Dear Heavenly Father.
    I want to hear your voice Lord,and truly seek You in everything I do.I thank you for the gift of my life will all Your blessed for me.Help me Almighty God to always show me the right way,thing good thoughs.In the mighty name of Jesus Chrish.Amen.

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  9. I am facing similar struggles a little different but however your testimony inspired me. Just when I felt like throwing in the towel. Thank you

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