Help me to get through the sadness and brokenness I am feeling right now. The feeling of despair and utter loneliness is crippling. I miss my partner terrible. I have so much shame and regret about the things I said in a moment of weakness.
I pray for words I can say that will reach into her heart and soul but she has blocked all avenues of communication. Now I ask God and Jesus to intercede to bridge that divide that separates us. I pray for a miracle because I feel that only a miracle will bring us back together.
The greatest lessons learnt are those when the damage done is irreparable. I pray for mercy and forgiveness. I am at a loss.