I just need a prayer to be at peace with myself. I’m tired of fighting daily with my self esteem and self image. As a result of having lost body parts years ago, I hate looking in the mirror. Some days I feel like I will not make it no where because I can’t get a job, I don’t have my own driver license and I don’t have a car.
Each year when it’s my birthday in August I never feel happy because nobody except for a few of my close family friends celebrate it. I just for once to be happy with me and my life. I need to stop being jealous of everyone else’s lives, because I feel have nothing.